有时候，
你努力地往前走
不知不觉忽略了许多。
紧盯着目标，
害怕一旦移开视线
自己会开始摇摆不定。
但就因如此，
周围的景色却像隐形的空气一样
从世界里消失。
有一天，
当你突然发现自己失去了很多时，
却已经挽回不了了。

值得吗？
应该难过吗？
一直说服自己，
过去已成无法改变的事实。
原来
很多我以为属于自己的
其实转眼就消失。
那就算了吧。

Recently dunno why
really VERY tired.
No matter what i do, i feel so tired.
Work, SYM, FOC...
Is it really my energy all used up?
Or is it just my life condition is low?
I really need a break..

Work have been quite alright actually.
always get the kitchen stations.
but good also, i practise making the burgers and stuffs.
cause i am forgetting everything already.
haha.
last friday when working,
carls jr blacked out 5 times!
i fry half way black out ehh...
and chop meat half way...
then can hear the chopping meat sound in the silence.
then my boss say:
"like that also can chop meat arh?"
haha.
seems like carls jr left with a few employees le.
most left already..
didnt work alot,
but feel so tired of working...
thinking of quitting, but might not?
only know that when school starts,
most probably wont work le...

SYM!!!
SSA YOUTH MUSICAL!!
i am helping as the backstage crew,
helping the casts make up.
i have to admit,
i am horrible when it comes to arts.
Till now still not good at it.
but still ok lahx...
haha
I watched when they having rehearsals,
chant with them.
And saw the amount of effort they put into this musical.
Really admirable and courageous!! :)
A huge applause!!!
They really did so much,
for kosen rufu,
for sensei...
there are a total of 18 shows,
imagine how tired they will be.
And many are fighting sansho shima.
They will definitely break through and create victories in their lives!! :)
I watched the mandarin one with my mum on sunday.
and felt happy after watching it.
I believe,
they have touched the audience,
with their spirit.
The mentor and disciple spirit.
12 shows left.
Jia youus ppl!!! :D
And the theme song,
is really nice.
Thanks, for composing such a nice and touching song.
I am grateful to you for your contributions,
no matter what happened in the past...

FOC!
yep its here!
as the HSSSC main com,
i have to be involved in it.
And as the logistics IC with sam,
its tiring, but we create memories along the way.
will really miss this main comm.
Truthfully,
i didnt like them in the past.
but now, i love them!!!
they are really like a family.
Maybe because last time we are working on individual projects,
but now we have the same objective - FOC
FOTC was on the 9 and 10th of march.
it was ok...
now we shall move on to FOC,
and make improvements! :)
yes, HSSSC!
LETS DO IT!!! ^^

recently have been thinking...
what should i do for next AY?
decided to stop work,
not going to run for HSSSC...
so i dropped 2 commitments.
thinking of joining Soka choir!
dunno why suddenly have the thought.
and...
my mum supports me fully!!
haha.
i was so surprised.
i told her about my intention of joining,
and she excitedly supported it.
but i am scared of auditions...
later fail how?? :(
oh well~
shall just go for it?
but now i have to go find out how to join first.
haha.

GAHHHH~~~
i want a "no life" life!!!
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